Saturday, June 8, 2013

Nina Antonia: Richard Hell Interview for Record Collector in 1997

From Nina Antonia:
"Decided to post a 3 part interview I conduced with Richard Hell for Record Collector in 1997. Although it's not noted in the feature, Richard threatened to hold me upside down from the hotel window for defending Johnny's lyrics as the purest form of rock n roll expression. Fortunately I lived to tell the tale and Mr Hell was his usual eloquent self."





Monday, May 27, 2013

Eddie Dean: In Memory of Blind Thomas of Old Takoma - John Fahey 1939–2001

http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/special/fahey030901.html


Washington City Paper
MARCH 9-15, 2001

" Fahey effectively established his legacy on his own terms, not only as a performer but as a writer and a record-label owner; in whatever guise, he remained a staunch champion of the music that had changed his life back in the '50s. "



In Memory of Blind Thomas of Old Takoma 
John Fahey, 1939–2001


By Eddie Dean
John Fahey
On the Banks of Sligo Creek: Young Fahey
taps the source of the Transcendental Waterfall, summer 1964. 



The first time I talked to John Fahey, he was in no mood for an interview. My long-distance phone call was keeping the Takoma Park transplant from dishwashing chores at the Salem, Ore., shelter where he lived in the early '90s.
I told him I was writing a story on bluesman Skip James. I wanted to know more about how he'd scoured the Delta for James—a ghost beckoning from battered old 78s Fahey heard as a teen in D.C.—before finding him in a Mississippi hospital bed in 1964.
Fahey seemed perturbed that James was the subject of my piece instead of him. I couldn't much blame him. After all, Byron Coley's 1994 Spin story on Fahey had just been published—a profile that would ultimately resurrect the guitarist's career, much in the same way that Fahey's "discovery" of James and other forgotten bluesmen gave them a second chance and a new audience during the '60s blues revival. For now, though, Fahey was just another down-and-outer with kitchen duties at the Union Charity Mission: not the best place for a warm chat about the good ol' days. Even so, I was hoping to hear a stirring anecdote or two about the wide-eyed acolyte meeting the wise old master.
"I didn't like him, and he didn't like me," Fahey said flatly, adding that he had footed the bill that enabled the destitute 62-year-old to check out of the hospital: "I bought Skip James for $200."
As I was to learn, this response was classic Fahey—contentious, cantankerous, and straight to the heart of the matter. No mincing of words, no romanticizing, and no apologies: The rage and tormented melancholy that made James so compelling on record wasn't so charming in person. "I expected to find something interesting and enlightening," Fahey later wrote. "But instead, all I found was this obnoxious, bitter, hateful old creep." Others would call this a harsh judgment, but most would agree that James was a major head case—just like Fahey. "They both had big egos," recalled an acquaintance of both James and Fahey. "Skippy pretty much expected hero worship, which he pretty much got from most everybody, but Fahey was a pretty arrogant person."
When it was his turn to be rediscovered, Fahey seized the opportunity, and his second career proved far more fruitful than James', who succumbed to cancer in 1969. In the brief span before his own death, at 61, on Feb. 22, Fahey effectively established his legacy on his own terms, not only as a performer but as a writer and a record-label owner; in whatever guise, he remained a staunch champion of the music that had changed his life back in the '50s. (For the best single collection of his writings, see How Bluegrass Music Destroyed My Life, his memoir of rants and reminiscences.) As much as any single person, Fahey advanced a persuasive case that the blues, jazz, and hillbilly performers of the '20s and '30s created the most vital and enduring American music of the past century.
Considering his early-'90s predicament, Fahey's comeback was an unlikely one. After years of battling chronic fatigue syndrome, alcoholism, and diabetes, he dropped out of the music business, even living out of his car for a spell. "Byron's story was how I found out that Fahey was still alive," says Dean Blackwood, who co-founded the Revenant label with Fahey. "I had been a fan of his music, but I had no idea of what had become of him. I just assumed he was one of the casualties of the music who disappeared and died penniless."
A 78 enthusiast and law-school student, Blackwood contacted Fahey in late 1994, and the two hit it off, plotting to launch a reissue label of "American raw music," Fahey's term for the work of a wide array of visionary iconoclasts, from Dock Boggs to Captain Beefheart to Ornette Coleman. When Fahey's father left him an inheritance, he sank the money into Revenant. The label's 1997 Boggs set is typical of Revenant's exacting standards: a definitive CD of the banjoist's early work, encased in an exquisitely produced, 64-page text- and photo-crammed hardbound book with the antiquated look and feel of a priceless heirloom.
Meanwhile, Fahey started performing again. But instead of latching onto the neo-folk revival he'd helped to spark, he opened shows for noise merchants such as Sonic Youth and Cul de Sac at rock clubs, far from the coffeehouse circuit of his heyday. Now wielding an electric guitar, he presented new material reveling in distortion and industrial clatter, refusing requests from ponytailed grayhairs who wanted to hear Takoma John fingerpick the old songs. (Like another reluctant icon of '60s counterculture, Robert Crumb, Fahey was an ardent hippie-hater.)
During his resurgence and up until his death, Fahey resided in a series of motels in Salem. His nomadic, nonmaterialist ways were in keeping with the man Blackwood knew: "John was an essentialist, and the only thing essential to him was his art—his writing and his music—and everything else was just a distraction."
Unlike his fellow record collectors, Fahey had no interest in records as objects of obsession. "I have this kind of unhealthy fetishistic relation with 78s," says Blackwood, speaking for many of his cohorts. "But he was a collector of the music, not the records. He would tape the ones he liked and trade 'em or sell 'em. He internalized the music and incorporated it into his own work. For years, he didn't have a single 78 in his possession, and when he died, he had zero."
It was record collecting that led me to call on Fahey again, in 1998, when I was working on a story about Joe Bussard, whose stash of rare 78s rivals any in the world ("Desperate Man Blues," 2/12/99). Bussard and Fahey had been pals in the late '50s and early '60s, and Fahey still regarded Bussard as a kindred spirit in rebellion against mainstream pop culture. This time, Fahey proved as amiable as an old friend, brimming with insights and lacing his comments with his signature savage wit. He talked about the salad days of his record canvassing, when the city of his youth bore little resemblance to the present-day version: "Prior to '55, Washington, D.C., was a city of Southern culture, like Richmond. So was Baltimore. So, from a cultural point of view, until all the goddamned government workers moved in from strange, horrible Northern places like Ohio and Minnesota and took over, there was a lot of Southeastern folk music, live and canned, black and white, all over the place."
Best of all, there were 78s for the picking, because television had relegated the Victrolas to the attic, along with any old shellac discs that had escaped the garbage bin. It was the thrill of the hunt that gripped Fahey most, and he rattled off the precise locations of memorable finds: "Canvassing in and around Washington and Baltimore, as far north as Havre de Grace and even Philadelphia, I found hundreds of hillbilly and race records. A copy of 'God Moves on the Water'—Cherry Avenue, Takoma Park. Stump Johnson on Paramount doing 'I'll Be Glad When You're Dead You Rascal You' and 'West End Blues' by Louis [Armstrong]. Some Riley Puckett records right outside the Takoma Park Library. Down the creek, I found several Amy Smith OKehs. On Richie Avenue East, I found a Kokomo Arnold record and the Carter Family doing 'When the Roses Bloom Again in Dixieland.' See what I mean? I could go on and on like this."
At first, Fahey was strictly a bluegrass fanatic. His parents took him to hillbilly concerts at the New River Ranch in Rising Sun, Md., and he caught the bug upon hearing Bill Monroe's "Blue Yodel No. 7" on Don Owens' show on WARL-AM. Soon after, he started picking Lester Flatt runs on a Sears guitar, but a meeting with record collector—and current WAMU-FM DJ—Dick Spottswood opened up his musical horizons.
Two years older than Fahey, Spottswood had immersed himself in the country blues after finding a copy of Skip James' "Hard Time Killing Floor Blues" at an Adams Morgan record shop for $1. On a 1956 canvassing expedition to east Baltimore, the pair made a nice haul and went back to Spottswood's, where they listened to their loot, including a beat-up copy of Blind Willie Johnson's "Praise God I'm Satisfied." Fahey wasn't interested in black music at the time, recalls Spottswood, and he dismissed the record as "some crude, weird shit" and went home. "A couple hours later, John calls me up and says, 'Would you play that record again?' So I played it for him over the phone, and he said, 'I've changed my mind—I really like it.' So that was his particular epiphany." (Fahey later said that the record at first nauseated him and then made him weep; he compared it to a conversion experience: Johnson's one-two punch of salvation and slide guitar left Fahey "smote to the ground by a bolt of lightning.")
Not long after, when the 20-year-old Fahey showed up at Bussard's place in Frederick, Md., he had transformed himself into a blues guitarist. Bussard had a makeshift recording studio in the basement of his parents' house, and he'd begun issuing 78s—custom-made on a secondhand disc-cutting machine—on his own Fonotone label. Under the name Blind Thomas, Fahey recorded scores of Fonotone 78s, which Bussard peddled to the collectors' market without revealing that the performer was actually a recent grad of Hyattsville's Northwestern High School now studying philosophy at American University.
Though it began as somewhat of a lark, the Blind Thomas material reveals Fahey the musician already in full bloom, ransacking old blues and country songs for ideas to flesh out his excursions and meditations. Several tracks feature the only singing by Fahey ever captured on record, as he growls like his hero Charley Patton about "Kierkegaard, and Jean-Paul Sartre, and Schopenhauer—they all got the blues." (Truth be told, Fahey made a wise decision to forge ahead strictly as an instrumentalist.) Bussard labeled the Blind Thomas songs "authentic Negro folk music" in his mail-order catalog, and few buyers were the wiser. The records are now as rare and collectible as the early 78s they were modeled after. A batch of mint copies recently sold at auction for $700 each.
"American primitive guitar" was what Fahey called his music, and this is the most primitive, raw, and instinctual work he left behind: a former understudy announcing his freedom from mere homage. What you also hear is Fahey's attraction to the mystery and drama of the blues, and his attempt to illuminate—or at least to confront—the suffering and sense of dread he heard on those Blind Willie Johnson and Patton 78s.
In addition to the solo turns (which Fahey titled "Songs of Old Takoma"), there are also some recordings of shuffle-band tunes with Fahey in a small-group setting. The Fonotone sides are a blueprint for Fahey's entire career, especially in the brooding approach that would make him famous a few years later as Blind Joe Death. "These records are crucial to understanding Fahey," says Blackwood, who plans to rerelease the entire Fonotone catalog next year. Fahey was dismissive of these early recordings, telling Blackwood a few months ago, "You can put out the Fonotones after I'm dead." Says Blackwood, "He didn't want us wasting Revenant time and money on his old stuff while he was around."
Blackwood says that Revenant will first forge on with a pet project of Fahey's: a seven-CD set of Patton's complete recordings. For Fahey and many country-blues fanatics, Patton is the most important bluesman of all—the real King of the Delta Blues Singers—with Robert Johnson and the rest mere pretenders to the throne. Besides gathering all of Patton's own work, the set will also feature all the sessions he played on. The package includes a reprint of Fahey's 1970 book on Patton (originally published in England and long out of print) and new liner notes by Spottswood and others, all housed in a "78 album" box. "This was Fahey's dream project for 40 years," says Blackwood. "I feel like I'm on a mission now, to complete this Patton set like John wanted."
Fahey was creating new material right up until the end and had recently recorded four CDs' worth of demos, including originals and songs by George Gershwin and Irving Berlin. "He does this great version of 'Summertime' on electric guitar, real languid and spacious, giving every note time to decay," says Blackwood. "He played it for me over the phone, and I could feel the hairs on my head standing up. And there are some other acoustic pieces where he reverts to the old thumb- and fingerpicking style of days of yore."
The old days were very much on Fahey's mind during his recent hospitalization, as he awaited a coronary bypass operation. On the night before his surgery, he and Blackwood had a long phone conversation: "He had a realistic outlook—that he might not come out on the other side. One of the things he mentioned wanting to do if he recovered was to go to D.C. and hang out with Spottswood and Bussard and other old friends. I had never heard him express anything like that before. But I didn't feel like it came from any kind of desperate place. He seemed to legitimately be reflecting: 'Maybe I'd like to reignite some connections I had with people.' He had been in a kind of self-imposed isolation."
Isolation, self-imposed or not, was central to Fahey's art, epitomized in his chosen form: the solo guitar. The sense of exile and alienation was what he identified with in his heroes, loners such as Patton, restless revenants doomed to drift forever in a universe beyond their comprehension. In his memoir, Fahey described attending a Hank Williams show during one of local promoter Connie B. Gay's riverboat excursions, which plied the Potomac from D.C. upriver to Maryland. Williams showed up drunk and berated the audience: "Why don't y'all go straight to hell?" Fahey was hoping to hear his favorite Hank song, "The Singing Waterfall," but instead Williams played "Alone and Forsaken," in Fahey's words, "the most distressing desolation song" ever written.
"Even though he's living in the desert and life is hell without her and hears wild dogs and senses the coming of the Apocalypse," Fahey wrote, "he sang 'Oh where has she gone to, where can she be/She may be forsaken by another like me.' Hank is worried about her! This sentiment I have never heard anyone else sing....After the downriver show was over the boat stopped at Marshall Hall Amusement Park and dropped anchor for a couple of hours. My friends and I knew we couldn't get backstage to see Hank. We were too young. So we walked ashore and went looking for girls." CP
A funeral service was held for Fahey in Salem, Ore., on Friday, March 2, two days after his 62nd birthday.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Preservation in Concert - The Kinks



Preservation in Concert in Six Parts - The Kinks

(uploaded to youtube by Pelacanyes45)



Recorded at Palace Theatre Providence, RI 30 November 1974
Part 1:
Preservation
Morning song
Daylight
There's a change in the weather


Part 2:
Money and corruption / I'm your man
Here comes Flash
Demolition


Part 3:
Money talks
Shepherds of the Nation
He's evil


Part 4:
Scum of the earth
Slum kids
Mirror of Love


Part 5:
Alcohol
Flash's dream (The final elbow)
Flash's confession
Nothing lasts forever


Part 6:
Artificial man
Scrapheap city
Salvation Road




Saturday, May 25, 2013

Dear Mr. Bukowski

Dear Mr. Bukowski 11 individual multicoloured silkscreens with text written in answer to a letter asking Bukowski "What is your typical day like?" 50 issued.

Info from Fogel. Pics from dermaface (I think...)
http://www.rossrunfola.com/bukowskiimages/silkscreens.htm





Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Search For Robert Johnson

Robert Johnson, an itinerant blues singer and guitarist who lived from 1911 to 1938. He recorded 29 songs between 1936 and ‘37 for the American Record Corporation, which released eleven 78rpm records on their Vocalion label during Johnson¹s lifetime, and one after his death.







A very good bio-doc (from 1992) effort to untangle the life and myths of blues legend Robert Johnson. This is a challenging task, as not a lot is known about Johnson except through his music and through lore. There is speculation at times, but this is inevitable. It still uncovers a lot, from his rejection by his family (blues was the work of the devil) to the darkness of his lyrics and the mysterious circumstances surrounding his death.

I would have preferred the original music of Johnson, but narrator John Hammond does a very satisfactory job in his renditions. Relatively minor players "Honeyboy" Edwards and Johnny Shines give classic delta blues performances that stand out. Appearances by Eric Clapton and Keith Richards help to emphasize Johnson's lasting impact on blues and rock.

Johnson was never interviewed, and his performance was never captured on film. Beside his music, all that are left are oral accounts, peppered by exaggeration and myth. An accurate, objective bio may be impossible to achieve. But The Search for Robert Johnson comes about as close as might be expected, and has great entertainment value as well.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Alternative Reel Charles Bukowski Tribute

http://www.alternativereel.com/rcs/display_article.php?id=0000000012

Charles Bukowski Tribute 



Charles Bukowski
Birthday: August 16, 1920
Birthplace: Andernach, Germany


Real Name: Henry Charles Bukowski


Parents: Henry Charles and Katharina [Fett] Bukowski


Description of Father: "[A] cruel shiny bastard with bad breath . . ."


Education: Attended Los Angeles City College, 1939-41


Work History: Manual worker in a dog biscuit factory, slaughterhouse, potato chip warehouse and various other dead-end jobs; Postal Carrier; Postal Clerk; Drunk


Medical History: Suffered from Acne Vulgaris, Hemorrhoids, Acute Alcoholism


Literary Influences: Conrad Aiken, Louis Ferdinand Celine (Journey to the End of the Night), Catullus, Fyodor Dostoevsky (Notes from the Underground), John Fante, Knut Hamsun (Hunger), Ernest Hemingway (early writings), Robinson Jeffers (long poems), James Thurber


Nonliterary Influence: Red Strange (aka Kid Red), a mentally ill tramp and derelict friend of Bukowski who wandered the highways and byways of America. Bukowski often plied Red with beer and encouraged him to relate his wildest stories, many of which ended up in Bukowski's own poems and short stories.


Interests: Horse playing, classical music, fat whores


Alter Ego: Henry "Hank" Chinaski


Drug of Choice: Alcohol


Long-time Publisher: Black Sparrow Press (defunct)


On Solitude: "I was a man who thrived on solitude; without it I was like another man without food or water. Each day without solitude weakened me. I took no pride in my solitude; but I was dependent on it. The darkness of the room was like sunlight to me." [Factotum, 1975]
On Work: "It was true that I didn't have much ambition, but there ought to be a place for people without ambition, I mean a better place than the one usually reserved. How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 6:30 a.m. by an alarm clock, leap out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to get to a place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were asked to be grateful for the opportunity to do so?" [Factotum, 1975]


On Skid Row: "Those guys down there [in skid row] had no problems with women, income tax, landlords, burial expenses, dentists, time payments, car repairs, or with climbing into a voting booth and pulling the curtain closed." [Factotum, 1975]


On Rejection Slips: "And rejections are no hazard; they are better than gold. Just think what type of miserable cancer you would be today if all your works had been accepted." [Letter to Jory Sherman, April 1, 1960, included in Screams from the Balcony, 1993]


First Published Short Story: "Aftermath of a Lengthy Rejection Slip," March-April issue of Story magazine, 1944

On Short Stories:
 "I do not believe in writing a short story unless it crawls out of the walls. I watch the walls daily but very little happens." [Letter to Ann Bauman, May 21, 1962, in Screams from the Balcony, 1993]


On Hemingway: "Hem had style and genius that went with it, for a little while, then he tottered, rotted, but was man enough, finally, and had style enough, finally." [Letter to Neeli Cherry, 1962, in Screams from the Balcony, 1993]


On The Beat Generation: "Now, the original Beats, as much as they were knocked, had the Idea. But they were flanked and overwhelmed by fakes, guys with nicely clipped beards, lonely-hearts looking for free ass, limelighters, rhyming poets, homosexuals, bums, sightseers - the same thing that killed the Village. Art can't operate in Crowds. Art does not belong at parties, nor does it belong at Inauguration Speeches." [Letter to Jon Webb, 1962, in Screams from the Balcony, 1993]


First Book of Poetry: Flower, Fist and Bestial Wail, 1960 (shortly after the publication of this chapbook, Bukowski attempted suicide by gassing himself in his room, but quickly changed his mind . . .)


Major Works:


Post Office (1971)

Erections, Ejaculations and General Tales of Ordinary Madness (1972)

Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame (1974)
Factotum (1975)

Love is a Dog from Hell (1977)

Women (1978)

Dangling in the Tournefortia (1981)

Ham on Rye (1982)

War All the Time (1984)

Hollywood (1989)


On Drinking: "Frankly, I was horrified by life, at what a man had to do simply in order to eat, sleep, and keep himself clothed. So I stayed in bed and drank. When you drank the world was still out there, but for the moment it didn't have you by the throat." [Factotum, 1975]


On Personal Hygiene: "Nothing is worse than to finish a good shit, then reach over and find the toilet paper container empty. Even the most horrible human being on earth deserves to wipe his ass." [Factotum, 1975]


Films Based on Work: 


Tales of Ordinary Madness (1983 - Italian) - Director: Marco Ferreri. Starring: Ben Gazzara, Ornella Muti, Susan Tyrell, Tanya Lopert, Roy Brocksmith. Gazzara is severely miscast in this debacle based loosely on "The Most Beautiful Woman in Town."
 Still worth at least one viewing.
Barfly (1987) - Director: Barbet Schroeder. Starring: Mickey Rourke, Faye Dunaway, Alice Krige, Jack "Eraserhead" Nance, J.C. Quinn, Frank Stallone. Bukowski wrote the screenplay for this cult classic based on his early experiences in skid row. He even appears in a cameo as one of the barflies.

Love is a Dog from Hell (1987 - Belgium) - Director: Dominique Deruddere. Starring: Geert Hunaerts, Josse De Pauw. Adapted from Bukowski short stories, mainly "The Copulating Mermaid of Venice, California." Bukowski considered it the most faithful adaptation of his work.
 Also known as Crazy Love.
Walls in the City (1995) - Director: Jim Sikora. Starring: David Yow, Michael James, Tony Fitzpatrick, Paula Killen, Bill Cusack. Three short films based on Bukowski short stories about assorted barflies.
On Politics: "I used to lean slightly toward the liberal left but the crew that's involved, in spite of the ideas, are a thin & grafted-like type of human, blank-eyed and throwing words like vomit." [Letter to Tom McNamara, July 14, 1965, in Screams from the Balcony, 1993]


On Luck: "I'm one of those who doesn't think there is much difference/between an atomic scientist and a man who cleans the crappers/except for the luck of the draw - /parents with enough money to point you toward a more/generous death./of course, some come through brilliantly, but/there are thousands, millions of others, bottled up, kept/from even the most minute chance to realize their potential." ["Horsemeat" in War All the Time, 1984]


On Death: "I want to die with my head down on this/machine/3 lines from the bottom of the/page/burnt-out cigarette in my/fingers, radio still/playing/I just want to write/just well enough to/end like/that." ["suggestion for an arrangement" in War All the Time, 1984]


Cause of Death: Leukemia


Date of Death: March 9, 1994


Final Resting Place: Green Hills Memorial Park, Palos Verdes, California


Epitaph: "Don't Try"

“The White Noise Supremacists” (from the Village Voice, 1979) LESTER BANGS





“The White Noise Supremacists” (from the Village Voice, 1979)

LESTER BANGS
The other day I was talking on the phone with a friend who hangs out on the
CBGB's scene a lot. She was regaling me with examples of the delights available
to females in the New York subway system. "So the train came to a sudden halt
and I fell on my ass in the middle of the car, and not only did nobody offer to
help me up but all these boons just sat there laughing at me."
"Boons?" I said. "What's boons?"
"You know," she said. "Black guys." "Why do you call them that?"
"I dunno. From `baboons,' I guess." I didn't say anything.
"Look, I know it's not cool," she finally said. "But neither is being a
woman in this city. Every fucking place you go you get these cats hassling you,
and sometimes they try to pimp you. And a lot of the times when they hassle you
they're black, and when they try to pimp me they're always black. Eventually you
can't help it, you just end up reacting."
Sometimes I think nothing is simple but the feeling of pain. When I was
first asked to write this article, I said sure, because the racism (not to mention the
sexism, which is even more pervasive and a whole other piece) on the American
New Wave scene had been something that I'd been bothered by for a long time.
When I told the guys in my own band that I was doing this, they just laughed.
"Well, I guess the money's good," said one. "What makes you think the racism in
punk has anything special about it that separates it from the rest of the society?"
asked another.
"Because the rest of society doesn't go around acting like racism is real hip and
cool," I answered heatedly.
"Oh yeah," he sneered. "Just walk into a factory sometime. Or jail."
All right. Power is what we're talking about, or the feeling that you don't have
any, or how much ostensible power you can rip outta some other poor sucker's hide. It
works the same everywhere, of course, but one of the things that makes the punk stance
unique is how it seems to assume substance or at least style by the abdication of power:
Look at me! I'm a cretinous little wretch! And proud of it! So many of the people around
the CBGB's and Max's scene have always seemed emotionally if not outright physically
crippled-you see speech impediments, hunchbacks, limps, but most of all an
overwhelming spiritual flatness. You take parental indifference, a crappy educational
system, lots of drugs, media overload, a society with no values left except the hysterical
emphasis on physical perfection, and you end up with these little nubbins: the only
rebellion around, as Life magazine once labeled the Beats. Richard Hell gave us the
catchphrase "Blank Generation," although he insists that he didn't mean a crowd with
all the dynamism of a static-furry TV screen but rather a bunch of people finally freed
by the collapse of all values to reinvent themselves, to make art statements of their
whole lives. Unfortunately, such a great utopian dream, which certainly is not on its
first go-round here, remains just that, because most people would rather follow. What
you're left with, aside from the argument that it beats singles bars, is compassion. When
the Ramones bring that sign onstage that says "GABBA GABBA HEY," what it really
stands for is "We accept you." Once you get past the armor of dog collars, black leather,
and S&M affectations, you've got some of the gentlest or at least most harmless people
in the world: Sid Vicious legends aside, almost all their violence is self-directed.
So if they're all such a bunch of little white lambs, why do some of them have it
in for little black lambs? Richard Pinkston, a black friend I've known since my Detroit
days, tells me, "When I go to CBGB's I feel like I'm in East Berlin. It's like, I don't
mind liberal guilt if it gets me in the restaurant, even if I know the guy still hates me in
his mind. But it's like down there they're striving to be offensive however they can, so
it's more vocal and they're freer. It's semi-mob thinking."
Richard Hell and the Voidoids are one of the few integrated bands on the scene
("integrated' -what a stupid word). I heard that when he first formed the band, Richard
got flak from certain quarters about Ivan Julian, a black rhythm guitarist from
Washington, D.C., who once played with the Foundations of "Build Me Up Buttercup"
fame. I think it says something about what sort of person Richard is that he told all
those people to get fucked then and doesn't much want to talk about it now. "I don't
remember anything special. I just think that most people that say stuff like what you're
talking about are so far beneath contempt that it has no effect that's really powerful. Among
musicians there's more professional jealousy than any kind of racial thing; there's so much
backbiting in any scene, it's like girls talking about shoes. All musicians are such scum
anyway that it couldn't possibly make any difference because you expect 'em to say the
worst shit in the world about you."
I called up Ivan, who was the guy having trouble at the pinhead lunch counter in the
first place. "Well, I was first drawn to this scene by the simple fact of a lot of people with
musical and social attitudes more or less in common. No one's ever said anything to my
face, but I overheard shit. A lot of people are just ignorant assholes. I don't think there's
any more racism at CBGB's, where I went every night for about the first year I lived here,
than anywhere else in New York City. Maybe a little bit less, because I find New York City
a million times more racist than D.C., or Maryland and Virginia where I grew up. There's
racism there, outright killings around where I lived, but here it's a lot more insidious. You
get four or five different extremes, so many cultures that can't stand each other. It's like,
when we toured Europe I was amazed at the bigotry between people from two parts of the
same country. They'd accept me, but to each other they were niggers, man. And at CBGB's
it's sorta the same way, sometimes. Mutants can learn to hate each other and have
prejudices too. Like Mingus said in Beneath the Underdog. forty or fifty years ago, in the
ghetto, the lighter you were the better you were. Then you'd turn another corner and if you
were somewhat light, like Mingus, there'd be a buncha guys saying 'Shit-colored mutha'
ready to trash your ass. My point is, regardless of how much people might have in common
they still draw away. There are certain people on the scene, like say this girl in one band
who's nothing but a loudmouthed racist bitch--it's obvious we want nothing to do with each
other, so I stay away from her and vice versa.
"I'll tell you one thing: the entrepreneurs, record company people and shit are a hell
of a lot worse. People like Richard Gottehrer, who produced our album, and Seymour Stein
and a lot of the other people up at Sire Records. They were totally condescending, they'd
talk to you differently, like you were a child or something. I heard a lot of clichés on the
level of being invited over to somebody's house for fried chicken."
I was reminded instantly of the day I was in the office of a white woman of some
intelligence, education, and influence in the music business, and the subject of race came
up. "Oh," she said, "I liked them so much better when they were just Negroes. When they
became blacks . . . " She wrinkled her nose irritably.
"Race hate?" says Voidoids lead guitarist Bob Quine. "Sure, it gives me 'n' Ivan
something to do onstage: The Defiant Ones. "
But the ease and insight of the Voidoids are somewhat anomalous on the New
York scene. This scene and the punk stance in general are riddled with self-hate, which is
always reflexive, and anytime you conclude that life stinks and the human race mostly
amounts to a pile of shit, you've got the perfect breeding ground for fascism. A lot of
outsiders, in fact, think punk is fascist, but that's only because they can't see beyond
certain buzzwords, symbols, and pieces of regalia that (I think) really aren't that
significant: Ron Asheton of the Stooges used to wear swastikas, Iron Crosses, and
jackboots onstage, but I don't remember any right-wing rants ever popping up in the
music he did with Iggy or his own later band, which many people were not exactly
thrilled to hear was called the New Order.
In the past three years Ron's sartorial legacy has given us an international
subculture whose members might easily be mistaken at first glance for little brownshirts.
They aren't, for the most part. Only someone as dumb as the Ramones are always accused
of being could be offended when they sing "I'm a Nazi schatze," or tell us that the first
rule is to obey the laws of Germany and then follow it with "Eat kosher salami." I've
hung out with the Ramones, and they treat everybody of any race or sex the same—who
they hate isn't Jews or blacks or gays or anybody but certain spike-conk assholes who just
last week graduated from The Rocky Horror Picture Show lines to skag-dabblings and
now stumble around Max's busting their nuts trying to be decadent.
Whereas you don't have to try at all to be a racist. It's a little coiled clot of venom
lurking there in all of us, white and black, goy and Jew, ready to strike out when we feel
embattled, belittled, brutalized. Which is why it has to be monitored, made taboo and
restrained, by society and the individual. But there's a difference between hate and a little
of the old epater gob at authority: swastikas in punk are basically another way for kids to
get a rise out of their parents and maybe the press, both of whom deserve the irritation.
To the extent that most of these spikedomes ever had a clue on what that stuff originally
meant, it only went so far as their intent to shock. "It's like a stance," as Ivan says. "A
real immature way of being dangerous."
Maybe. Except that after a while this casual, even ironic embrace of the totems of
bigotry crosses over into the real poison. Around 1970 there was a carbuncle named
Wayne McGuire who kept contributing installments of something he called "An Aquarian
Journal" to Fusion magazine, wherein he suggested between burblings of regurgitated
Nietzsche and bad Celine ellipses that the Velvet Underground represented some kind of
mystical milestone in the destiny of the Aryan race, and even tried to link their music with
the ideas of Mel Lyman, who was one of the prototypes for the current crop of
mindnapping cult-daddies.
On a less systematic level, we had little outcroppings like Iggy hollering, "Our next
selection tonight for all you Hebrew ladies in the audience is entitled `Rich Bitch'!" on the
1974 recorded-live bootleg Metallic K.O., and my old home turf Creem magazine, where
around the same time I was actually rather proud of myself for writing things like (in an
article on David Bowie's "soul" phase): "Now, as we all know, white hippies and beatniks
before them would never have existed had there not been a whole generational subculture Bangs,
with a gnawing yearning to be nothing less than the downest baddest niggers. . . .
Everybody has been walking around for the last year or so acting like faggots ruled the
world, when in actuality it's the niggers who control and direct everything just as it always
has been and properly should be."
I figured all this was in the Lenny Bruce spirit of let's-defuse-them-epithets-byslinging-'em-out in Detroit I thought absolutely nothing of going to parties with people like
David Ruffin and Bobby Womack where I'd get drunk, maul the women, and improvise
blues songs along the lines of "Sho' wish ah wuz a nigger / Then mah dick'd be bigger,"
and of course they all laughed. It took years before I realized what an asshole I'd been, not
to mention how lucky I was to get out of there with my white hide intact.
I'm sure a lot of those guys were very happy to see this white kid drunk on his ass
making a complete fool if not a human TV set out of himself, but to this day I wonder how
many of them hated my guts right then. Because Lenny Bruce was wrong—maybe in a
better world than this such parlor games would amount to cleansing jet offtakes, and
between friends, where a certain bond of mutual trust has been firmly established, good
natured racial tradeoffs can be part of the vocabulary of understood affections. But beyond
that trouble begins—when you fail to realize that no matter how harmless your intentions
are, there is no reason to think that any shit that comes out of your mouth is going to be
understood or happily received. Took me a long time to find it out, but those words are
lethal, man, and you shouldn't just go slinging them around for effect. This seems almost
too simple and obvious to say, but maybe it's good to have some-thing simple and obvious
stated once in a while, especially in this citadel of journalistic overthink. If you're black or
Jewish or Latin or gay those little vernacular epithets are bullets that riddle your guts and
then fester and burn there, like torture-flak hailing on you wherever you go. Ivan Julian
told me that whenever he hears the word "nigger," no matter who says it, black or white,
he wants to kill. Once when I was drunk I told Hell that the only reason hippies ever
existed in the first place was because of niggers, and when I mentioned it to Ivan while
doing this article I said, "You probably don't even remember-" "Oh yeah, I remember," he
cut me off. And that was two years ago, one ostensibly harmless little slip. You take a
lifetime of that, and you've got grounds for trying in any way possible, even if it's only by
convincing one individual at a time, to remove those words from the face of the earth.
Just like Hitler and Idi Amin and all other enemies of the human race.
Another reason for getting rid of all those little verbal barbs is that no matter how
you intend them, you can't say them without risking misinterpretation by some other
bigoted asshole; your irony just might be his cup of hate. Things like the Creem articles
and partydown exhibitionism represented a reaction against the hippie counterculture and
what a lot of us regarded as its pious pussyfooting around questions of racial and sexual
identity, questions we were quite prepared to drive over with bulldozers. We believed
nothing could be worse, more pretentious and hypocritical, than the hippies and the
liberal masochism in whose sidecar they Coked along, so we embraced an indiscriminate,
half-joking and half-hostile mind-lessness which seemed to represent, as Mark Jacobson
pointed out in his Voice piece on Legs McNeil, a new kind of cool. "I don't discriminate,"
I used to laugh, "I'm prejudiced against everybody!" I thought it made for a nicely
charismatic mix of Lenny Bruce freespleen and W. C. Fields misanthropy, conveniently
ignoring Lenny's delirious, nigh-psychopathic inability to resolve the contradictions
between his idealism and his infantile, scatological exhibitionism, as well as the fact that
W. C. Fields's racism was as real and vile as-or more real and vile than anybody else's.
But when I got to New York in 1976 I discovered that some kind of bridge had been
crossed by a lot of the people I thought were my peers in this emergent Cretins' Lib
generation.
This was stuff even I had to recognize as utterly repellent. I first noticed it the first
time I threw a party. The staff of Punk magazine came, as well as members of several of
the hottest CBGB's bands, and when I did what we always used to do at parties in
Detroit—put on soul records so everybody could dance—I began to hear this: "What're
you playing all that nigger disco shit for, Lester?"
"That's not nigger disco shit," I snarled, "that's Otis Redding, you assholes!" But
they didn't want to hear about it, and now I wonder if in any way I hadn't dug my own
grave, or at least helped contribute to their ugliness and the new schism between us. The
music editor of this paper has theorized that one of the most important things about New
Wave is how much of it is almost purely white music, and what a massive departure that
represents from the almost universally blues-derived rock of the past. I don't necessarily
agree with that it ignores the reggae influence running through music as diverse as that of
the Clash, Pere Ubu, Public Image Ltd., and the Police, not to mention the Chuck Berry
licks at the core of Steve Jones's attack. But there is at least a grain of truth there the
Contortions' James Brown/Albert Ayler spasms aside, most of the SoHo bands are as
white as John Cage, and there's an evolution of sound, rhythm, and stance running from
the Velvets through the Stooges to the Ramones and their children that takes us farther
and farther from the black-stud postures of Mick Jagger that Lou Reed and Iggy partake
in but that Joey Ramone certainly doesn't. I respect Joey for that, for having the courage
to be himself, especially at the sacrifice of a whole passel of macho defenses. Joey is a
white American kid from Forest Hills, and as such his cultural inputs have been white,
from "The Jetsons" through Alice Cooper. But none of this cancels out the fact that most
of the greatest, deepest music America has produced has been, when not entirely black,
the product of miscegena-tion. "You can't appreciate rock 'n' roll without appreciating
where it comes from," as Pinkston put it.
Musical questions, however, can be passed off as matters of taste. Something
harder to pass off entered the air in 1977, when I started encountering little zaps like this:
I opened up a copy of a Florida punk fanzine called New Order and read an article by
Miriam Linna of the Cramps, Nervus Rex, and now Zantees: "I love the Ramones
[because] this is the celebration of everything American-everything teenaged and wonderful and white and urban. . . ." You could say the "white" jumping out of that sentence
was just like Ornette Coleman declaring This Is Our Music, except that the same issue
featured a full-page shot of Miriam and one of her little friends posing proudly with their
leathers and shades and a pistol in front of the headquarters of the United White People's
Party, under a sign bearing three flags: "GOD" (cross), "COUNTRY" (stars and stripes),
"RACE" (swastika).
Sorry, Miriam, I can go just so far with affectations of kneejerk cretinism before I
puke. I remember the guy in the American Nazi Party being asked, "What about the six
million?" in PBS's California Reich, and answering "Well, the way I heard it it was only
really four-and-a-half million, but I wish it was six," and I imagine you'd find that pretty
hilarious too. I probably would have at one time. If that makes me a wimp now, good,
that means you and anybody else who wants to get their random vicarious kicks off White
Power can stay the fuck away from me.
More recently, I've heard occasional stories like the one about one of the members
of Teenage Jesus and the jerks yelling "Hey, you bunch of fucking niggers" at a crowd of
black kids in front of Hurrah one night and I am not sorry to report getting the shit kicked
out of him for it. When I told this to Richard Hell, he dismissed it: "He thinks he's being
part of something by doing that joining a club that'll welcome him with open arms, trying
to get accepted. It's not real. Maybe I'm naive, but I think that's what all racism is not
really directed at the target but designed to impress some other moron."
He may be right, but so what? James Chance of the Contortions used to come up to
Bob Quine pleading for Bob to play him his Charlie Parker records. Now, in a New York
Rocker interview, James dismisses the magical qualities of black music as "just a bunch
of nigger bullshit." Why? Because James wants to be famous, and ripping off Albert
Ayler isn't enough. My, isn't he outrageous? ("He's got the shtick down," said Danny
Fields, stifling a yawn, when they put James on the cover of Soho Weekly News.) And
congrats to Andy Shernoff of the Dictators, who did so well they're now called the
Rhythm Dukes, for winning the Punk magazine Drunk as a Skunk contest by describing
"Camp Runamuck" as "where Puerto Ricans are kept until they learn to be human."
Mind you, I like a cheap laugh at somebody else's expense as well as the next
person. So I got mine off Nico, who did "Deutschland Ober Alles" at CBGB's last month
and was just naive enough to explain to Mary Harron, in a recent interview in New Wave
Rock, why she was dropped by Island Records: "I made a mistake. I said in Melody Maker
to some interviewer that I didn't like negroes. That's all. They took it so personally . . .
although it's a whole different race. I mean, Bob Marley doesn't resemble a negro, does
he? ... He's an archetype of Jamaican ... but with the features like white people. I don't
like the features. They're so much like animals.... it's cannibals, no?"
Haw haw haw, doncha just love them dumb kraut cunts? And speaking of
dumbness and krauts, my old pal Legs McNeil has this band called Shrapnel, who are
busy refighting World War II onstage in dogtags, army surplus clothes, and helmets that
fall over their eyes like cowlicks, while they sing songs with titles like "Combat Love."
Personally I think it's not offensive (well, about as offensive as "Hogan's Heroes") that
they're too young to remember Vietnam it's funny. The whole show is a cartoon (it's no
accident that they open their set with the "Underdog" theme) and a damn good one.
Musically they're up there too-tight dragstrip guitar wranglings that could put them on a
par with the MC5 someday, combined with a stage act that could make them as popular as
Kiss. The only problem, which has left me with such mixed feelings I hardly know what
to say to them, is that the lyrics of some of the songs are nothing but racist swill. The
other night I sat in the front row at CBGB's and watched them deliver one of the hottest
sets I've seen from any band this year while a kid in the seat right next to me kept yelling
out requests for "’Hey Little Gook!' `Hey Little Gook!'" the whole time. [Robert]
Christgau, who considers them "proto-fascist" and hates them, told me they also had
lyrics on the order of "Send all the spics back to Cuba." I mentioned this to Legs and he
seemed genuinely upset: "No," he swore, "it's `Send all the spies back to Cuba.' "
"Okay," I said (Christgau still doesn't believe him), "what about `Hey Little
Gook'?"
"Aw c'mon," he said, "that's just like in a World War II movie where they say
`kraut' and `slants' and stuff like that!"
I told him I thought there was a difference between using words in dramatic
context and just to draw a cheap laugh in a song. But the truth is that by now I was
becoming more confused than ever. All I knew was that when you added all this sort of
stuff up you realized a line had been crossed by certain people we thought we knew, even
believed in, while we weren't looking. Either that or they were always across that line and
we never bothered to look until we tripped over it. And sometimes you even find that you
yourself have drifted across that line. I was in Bleecker Bob's the other night, drunk and
stoned, when a black couple walked in. They asked for some disco record, Bob didn't
have it of course, a few minutes went by, and reverting in the haze to my Detroit days I
said something about such and such band or music having to do with "niggers." A couple
more minutes went by. Then Bob said, "You know what, Lester? When you said that,
those two people were standing right behind you."
I looked around and they were out on the sidewalk, looking at the display in his
front window. Stricken, I rushed out and began to burble: "Listen ... somebody just told
me what I said in there ... and 1 know it doesn't mean anything to you, I'm not asking for
some kind of absolution, but I just want you to know that ... I have some idea . . . how
utterly, utterly awful it was...."
I stared at them helplessly. The guy just smiled, dripping contempt "Oh, that's
okay, man . . . it's just your head. . . ." I've run up against a million assholes like you
before, and I'll meet a million after you so fucking what?
I stumbled back into the store, feeling like total garbage, like the complete
hypocrite, like I had suddenly glimpsed myself as everything I claimed to despise. Bob
said, "Look, Lester, don't worry about it, forget it, it happens to everybody," and, the final
irony, sold me a reggae album I wondered how I was going to listen to.
If there's nothing more poisonous than bigotry, there's nothing more pathetic than
liberal guilt. I feel like an asshole even retelling the story here, as if I expected some sort of
expiation for what cannot be undone, or as if such a tale would be news to anybody. In a
way Bob was right: I put a dollop more pain in the world, and that was that. There is
certainly some-thing almost emetically self-serving about the unreeling of such confessions
in the pages of papers like the Voice—it's the sort of thing that contributed to the punk
reaction in the first place. But it illustrates one primal fact: how easily and suddenly you
may find yourself imprisoned and suffocated by the very liberation from cant, dogma, and
hypocrisy you thought you'd achieved. That sometimes—usually?—you'll find that you
don't know where to draw the line until you're miles across it in a field of land mines. Like
wanting the celebration of violent disorder that was the Sex Pistols, ending up with Sid and
Nancy instead, yet realizing the next day that you still want to hear Sid sing "Somethin'
Else" and see The Great Rock 'n' Roll Swindle, and not just because you want to understand
this whole episode better but to get your kicks. These are contradictions that refuse to be
resolved, which maybe is what most of life eventually amounts to.
But that's begging the question again. Most people, I guess, don't even think about
drawing the lines: they just seem to go through life reacting at random, like the cabdriver
who told me that the report we were listening to on the radio about Three Mile Island was
just a bunch of bullshit dreamed up by the press to sell papers or keep us tuned in. And
maybe if you go on like that (assuming, of course, that we all don't melt), nothing will
blow up in your face. But you may end up imploding instead. A lot of people around
CBGB's are already mad at me about this article, and the arguments seem mostly to run
along the lines of Why don't you can it because there's not really that much racism down
here and all you're gonna do is create more problems for our scene just when this Sid
Vicious thing had blown over. I mentioned Pinkston's experience and was told he was
paranoid. Like the people at Harrisburg who didn't wanna leave their jobs and actually
believed it would be safe to stick around after the pregnant women and children were
evacuated, these kids are not gonna believe this stuff exists until it happens to them. Hell, a
lot of them are Jewish and still don't believe it even though they know about the
neighborhoods their parents can't get into.
When I started writing this, I was worried I might trigger incidents of punk-bashing
by black gangs. Now I realize that nobody cares. Most white people think the whole subject
of racism is boring, and anybody looking for somebody to stomp is gonna find them
irrespective of magazine articles. Because nothing could make the rage of the underclass
greater than it is already, and nothing short of a hydrogen bomb on their own heads or a
sudden brutal bigoted slap in the face will make almost anybody think about anybody else's
problems but their own. And that's where you cross over the line. At least when you allow
the poison in you to erupt, that can be dealt with; maybe the greater evil occurs when you
refuse to recognize that the poison even exists. In other words, when you assent by
passivity or indifference. Hell, most people live on the other side of that line.
There is something called Rock Against Racism (and now Rock Against Sexism) in
England, an attempt at simple decency by a lot of people whom one would think too young
and naive to begin to appreciate the contradictions. Yippie bullshit aside, it could never
happen in New York, which is deeply saddening, not because you want to think that rock
'n' roll can save the world but because since rock 'n' roll is bound to stay in your life you
would hope to see it reach some point where it might not add to the cruelty and exploitation
already in the world. In a place where people are as walled off from one another as we are
in America now, all you can do is try to make some sort of simple, humble, and finally
private beginning. You feel like things like this should not need to be said, articles like this
should perhaps not even be written. You may think, as I do of the sexism in the Stranglers'
and Dead Boys' lyrics, that the people and things I've talked about here are so stupid as to
be beneath serious consideration. But would you say the same thing to the black disco artist
who was refused admittance to Studio 54 even though he had a Top Ten crossover hit
which they were probably playing inside the damn place at the time, the door-man/bouncer
explaining to a white friend of the artist, "I'm not letting this guy in-he just looks like
another street nigger to me"? Or would you rather argue the difference between Racist Chic
and Racist Cool? If you would, just make sure you do it in the nearest factory. Or jail.